Taihen desu ne

Lots of work i got to do .. and my unlucky angel keep stick with me ... doh..
My favourite baby got his nausea again .., and hv to masuk icu ward for almost like 6 days .. and all of my work terpaksela bertangguh tangguh .. menyusahkan betul .... grrrrr
N then diz week memang  tak la busy sangat and everything have to do so damn last minute since my lappt broke down and all of the info is inside it .. so have to take time la .. dah la info x enough to do those assignment ... so hv to wait la .. mmg ssh sgt la kalau xda lappy ni.. everything jadi x tentu ..... huhuhuhu .. bad luck for alll over  the whole year ... hope next year will be much better .. its been such a long time i do not jenguk my blog .. huhuhu ... well Ohisashiburi blogspot-san .. hehehhee

A friend of mine

Fairytale is nice wasn't it .. i always adore those story from the book ..
A beautiful girl with a great heart,
Your kindness capture the prince heart,
Live in the most beautiful castle,
As your parents is the king of the Kingdom,
Would it be nice if some sort of story lies on your life line rite ... mayb not oll.. but one is enough
Some of my colleague once tell me that , that stuff dont occur around our place, haha its the truth , parents did read that kind of stuff when you still a little kid, so that you can dream beautifully, keep dreaming Dear.. but the world nowadays  would never be that solemn enough , beside it might stab you at the back without you prepared for it ... it do love to see your tear and regret that you have for living in this world..
As in the movies, we do hate the antagonists character didn't we..
The man that kill his family, the girl that stole other people husband.. and lots of stuff.. but do you ever realize, once and for all.. we do commit that crime and keep saying that im doing that for a better purpose of my own, i didn't mean to that and a lot of lame excuses.. huh
Betrayal..
One of the great word huh.. i hate people who betray me.. lot of people say that..but i guess a lot of us are doing that mistake .. neither we realise it or not .. it just that this word much more common in term of relationship... haha is it love is the one who's having the judgement  of this world .. yayaya .. when it comes to love .. everything will be shield.. since the cupid is the king in decide what to do .. but what happens when it come to TRUST, is B virus can be shield from it .. i dunno ... being betray because i trust  yo so much is hurt enough.. i may easy to forgive you, but it never be the same again ..

For a friend of mine:
I hv a pen ,
My pen is blue,
I have a fren,
And my fren is u ...

Thanx to you,
From out of blue,
Rub it all,
And build a wall,
I not gonna say twice, since one is enough,
When the matter is you, the word getting tough,
Cuz i always believe, the sure thing is you,
Never thought that you gonna do it too...

Its been a long time ..

Its been a long time right since that i dun right anything in my blog .. haha great ... its not that im quite busy doing my stuff and so on .... i do have plenty of time free to tell the truth , well may b .. im not in the mood of being a writer at that time ..
It is year of 2011.. and i hope that it will end so damn very soon .. a lot of bad memories or can i say BAD LUCK did happen to me in this year .. the worst out of the bad one ... sometime i dont have enough space to breath in order to capture all of this stuff .... im not saying that it is that i never worth my life ... no, really it is not something that i really mean .. but is it fair enough to put me in this situation ... im tired of it ..and seriously, im sick of it.. being the one who have to pretend that im the matured one ... i can stand all of the consequences that happen ... it a lot of pressure though ..

Do's, Don'ts,Try to do

Do's
Start saving from now on ... for the graduation and to pay for pt debts .. heheeh
Take driving licence ( this semester/ part 5)

Dont's
Waste too much money on karaoke or jalan2 ... (since that acid thing gotten worse this day )
Do not spend too much on novels, magazine ... unreasonable food .. ok ..( im trying)

Try to do
Harap2 la dapat hostel next sem .. at least dapat save gk budget .. huhuhh ..desperately need it

Life at once

Hidup hanya sekali .. and death also once .. therefore .. it is very crucial for us to remember and apply in our daily life to spend it wisely ... dont waste even second in your life wif something unnecessarily .. ok 

     1. choose the right path in ur life

     2. think less ly that you could change the world .. but act bigger when you wanna change ur life 

     3. since the life is once ... spend ur life time journey only wif some "one".. there should no  some "two" or ...

     4. let it be the best time of your life in saving your whole day .. 

     5. hipocracy is a must sometime but not always .... hahaha .. life quite cruel sometime dont you think 

     6. make a list of ur life and at lest you could done half of it ... 

     7. remember ... it is normal to be a normal person and it is great to be different from other

     8. beside it is .. common to be different from other .. dont copy me .. hehehehe .... life is nice though it 

quite hard sometime 

     9. if u can take all.. then one should be enough.. a dream is great to motivate you ... though it so hard to believe ... but sometime it can be true .. so keep dreaming .. hehehehe 

Lady Antebellum - Just A Kiss

double thumbs up ...

Again n again nasib malang

Ok mok dijadikan cerita .. actually aritok sepatutnya aku dapat gaji la for bulan lepas ... so... ada la sorang kawan sama ngan aku keja ya .. madah gaji dah masuk .. so we plan mok keluar la ..fine .. so memandangkan la aku tok sekda transport .. as always guna bus la ... bila dah masuk pintu gerbang paxen ya ... directly trus la aku pegi atm ... cek2 la balance brp .. sekali tangga masih rm12.02 ... owhhhh ... camne mok joli mun duit kedak ya ... plan bukan main gik td mok bli jeans and novel br ...huhuhuh x tercapai la hasrat ... nasib malang trus menimpa bila aku cek punya cek la dompet duit tggl rm2 .. x cukup pake tambang bus utk balit .. nasib la ada saudara aku keja kat paxen ya .. menebalkan muka sik tau malu pinjam rm2 .... huhuh .. kan nak mun mok balik pg kwsn perumahan aku ya rm3.2 .. atm pun x dpt kuarkan agi since x cukup balance ..wah... so damn malang la ,,,,badder day of the month

Its it call a sin when its feel great to go on

Sebenarnya nak .. aku ada something mok share la today  , actually this thing happen lama la dah .. just viewing people la before this ... dalam masa aku keja tok kan .... actually aku ada terjumpa la beberapa kes yang agak menyayat hati la juak di kalangan workers kat ctok .. ada nok aku jumpa kan 2 promoters preggo with out wed lock ... i dunno la how could this thing happen ... its seem that people nowadays sik takut  gik akan dosa .. eventhough some people kata ... tak baik cakap hal orang ... later anything worst could happen towards us ... yala... tp kalau dalam hal kedak tok .. we still can stop bah .. no matter how great the feel that kind of thing  ...aku pun sik tau la mok madah kedak ne ..it seem that kepercayaan semakin hilang dalam keenakkan dosa kan ... actually i get worry jugakla  sekarang, takut terjebak dalam hal sedemikian .. ada jugakla dengar story bout that thing from them .... okeyla.. enjoyla rasa.. and  there is a guy la i noe .. dia memang open la cita  ngan kt orang how many gurls he used to sleep with .. are you proud of it ... i might though  a lil conservative or kuno la .. i dont care what people want to do .. apa yang ptg .. i know hoe to take care of myself ..im very open when they share wif me bout that thing .. i will not says a words against it ... hmm dunno la ... apa yang pasti ..d akhirat kelak pandai2 la tanggung sendiri kan ..

p/s: proud of being who i am .... wait till day it be ... :p

RM 1

Life tok something yang kt sik dapat expect what would happen later kan ... same to me la .. b4 tok .. i use to spend money like hell la ..though blom gik do something like pg club or anything terlarang la ... tp kan kt orang nang banyak spend duit on karaoke, tgk wayang , lots and lots of thing la yang habiskan duit.. huhuh .. tp sekarang since i have to work for almost 3 months .. then i know susah sebenarnya without money ..how hard for u to gain it .. terpaksa berjimat dengan duit and you could spend only for thing yang necessary jak .. dolok ... kalau barang ya nang dah suka nang bli jak .. no matter what the price .. tp still juak la i have to see my own budget .. but still juak la wasting money bah .. ne nda..bli sikit2 tp lama2 banyak juak nok dibeli ..kind of nonsense la .... bukannya penting pun ... tp still juak .. hmmm tp kinek since dah keja .. u know even nak buang rm1 pun sayang .. terpaksa pikir almost then time whether patut ka sik buang duit just for food yang lama sik makan ... makan ice cream pun jarang ... hmmm susah ....since masalah yang semakin melanda landa dtg tok   make me thing .. how important money is .. how to spend money wisely .. huhuh seriously  ...selama tok aku nang teruk gilak spending duit ... i think that i should start saving ckit2 la rite now for my future .. hmmm munasabah diri nie

Unluckiness

Rasanya lama dah sik tulis apa2 kat blog tok..yalah x berapa ada masa lately ..since kerja pun slalu balik lambat ..nang sekda masa langsung ..beside the other day broadband aku kena potong since 3 months ++ dah sik bayar .hukhukhuk..gosh ..thank god la the other day adalah kerja for 13 days ..dapatla bayar broadband n bli tket flight .... okey .settle satu masalah ..

   Tp aku rasakan.. tahun nie actually tahun yang agak kurang baik la for me ..since banyak kali la nasib malang dah menimpa diriku yang malang ini ..huhuhuh..at first .. nasib malang aku bermula bila aku sik dapat kolej the other day ..punyalah penat aku ikut activity untuk dapat kolej and at last x dapat pulang ... benda tok happen gara2 masalah teknikal ..so damn unfair bah .... kenakla malang ada nasib aku ..harap next sem aku dapat settle la ...aku harap gilak mok stay kat kolej ya ...best gik mun mok study ...

  Then nasib malang aku yang seterusnya berlaku bila aku mok bli tket flight ... that day ..aku bli cam biasa la using maybank2u,,then during that time ..ntah apakah ..adala connection prob and transaction aku pun ada masalah .... kan usually bila kt habis bayar..confirm ada receipt kan tp probnya aku pun sekda tp duit dr acc aku dah ditolak ..yang peliknya air asia pun blom gk send interineary ya kat aku .. so camne mua ok dapat booking number ..then bla call air asia ..cdak madah ...booking nang ada tp masalah nya benda ya sik clear gik so cdak suruh la ku tok emailkan transaction kat cdak ...dahla mahal mok call cdak ... almost rm2 per min ..gosh mok habis dah duit aku ...thanx god later that .. cdak antar la juak benda  ya kat aku ..aku harap la semua tok cepat berlalu ..datangkanlah nasib yang baik2 untuk aku .Amen

News story to share

Today..kerja full shift ...penat jugak la ...biasalah kan hari minggu ..banyak orang ..tp at least pecah la jugak telur 3 hari kosong tanpa sale ..hari ni dapatla jual 5 beg ..fuyoo... heheheheheh ... malam nie rasanya nak share 2 cita la ...satu pasal  funny thing and satu pasal muhasabah diri la jugak .....
   ok start dengan yg agak funny la ...takda la lawak sangat pun ..cuma hari ini adalah seorang customer nie .... guna rambut palsu ..warna merah lagi tu beb ...first2 tu memnag la tak perasan sangat ...kawan aku masa tu dah tgk ..tp tak sanggup nak bagitau aku ,,,takut aku ketawa sampai tak ingat dunia ..nasib.. time tu dia dah chow jauh2 ..hahahahaha..lepastukan..orang lain yang lalu lalang pun pandang dia sambil senyum tersimpul di bibir ..hehehehehe ... hr tu lagi la lawak ...disebutkan kisah la ..masa tu ... me  and the gang buat  benda biasa la ..apa lagi mengular la masa kerja ..hehehehe ..tetiba ..tak lama lepas tu ..kt orang terdengar la ada orang meraung ...memang mesar la volume suara dia ....owwwwwwhhhhh...kt orang pelik la ..pk ada orang nak bergaduh ..gasngster ke apa .... tp  pelik juga ...sekejap pulak suara tu meraung ... apa yang pelik nya surang raungan dia tu ..macam setiap level kat boulevard tu ... kita orang buat de la ...mana la tahu ..ada org buat persembahan ka ...tapi ..tiba2 ..pintu lift di hadapan ku terbuka ..che wah ..adala sorang cina nie ..tiba2 dia meraung bunyi owwwwwwwwwhhhhhh.......semua orang terdiam ..terpaku  ...lepas tu ..dia ketawa pula lepas tu ...heheheheheehehhe sambil tutup pintu lift . ntah la ...ada orang kata dia tu ..ada problem mental ckit ....hmmmm....
   cita yang membawa muhasabah diri pulak ..hr nie adala aku tgk seorang budak nie ..mayb around 4 or 5 la .. masa tu aku tgh duduk2 la ..hairan lah aku tgk dia ni  jalan macam orang yang sakit kaki saja ... aku kata la ngan kawan aku ..apsal la budak tu jalan macam tu ... at first aku pk dia main2 la ...tp pelik pula tengok ..tak pula dia jalan normal lepastu ...rupa2 nya baru aku perasan yang dia memang ada 'special' case ..kesian aku tgk ......dahla muka dia pun ... cute ..mengapalah dijadikan macam tu ...

Work again

Nothing special yang terjadi hari ni..it just that starting for tomorrow and the next two day akan jadi lebih busy ..since have to work full ..penat memang la penat tp what to do ... nak cari duit kan..

The Fifth day

Hari ini balik awal cikit lah aku dari keja since aku punya shift morning .. penat jugakla  kan dah 2 malam aku balik lewat .. hari ni takda apa pun nakk share sebenarnya ....everything is according to the flow ..ok la ...br saja berkaraoke juga tadi di boulevard .. bawa lagu she will be loved dengan 2 insan ..hehehehe ....

3rd day

Keja keja lagi ...memang penat lah sangat ...dahla hari tok pun balik lambat.. tp keja kat tempat sekarang agak best jugak la since takla boring sangat jika nak dibandingkan dengan keja sebelum nie .... hehe ...actually hari nie pun aku ada something nak share ..awal2 pagi cam biasa la aku turun pegi keja dengan guna bus ..tak tahu pulak tetiba bus hari nie awal semacam la pulak and aku pun arrive kat tempat keja 15 min lebih awal ...so macam biasala aku masuk guna pintu belakng ..and  saat aku nak lalu lorong nak masuk keja tu pulak , aku ternampak la 2 orang manusia kejadian tuhan nie sedang kiss ..hmm apa la muda mudi zaman sekarang nie ..tak pandai nak jaga diri betul.... asal ada nafsu semua tu on ..tak tau la ....happoy pulak muka perempuan tu bila kena kiss ..cess tak tahu malu sungguh ...sengaja aku tenung lama2 supaya dia perasan .. hahaahahahah sengaja ...tapi ..malu jugakla dia bila nampak aku...
    Hmmm ..hari nie customer takla ramai sangat pun .. cuma 3 beg jak yang terjual today...tp agak penat la ... okla setakat ini sahajala for today ..penat dah nie ...mak tido ...tomorrow keja lagi ...

Almost forgotten

Today is 19th June ....Happy Father's To all fathers2 out there ...May God Bless all of you ..especially to my one and only ' apak' .. mi amore papa ..who always be there no matter will happen ..thank you for giving me the light to cherish these beautiful world.. thank you for giving me the life to breath in this beauty earth .. and thank you for giving me this beautiful physical .. no matter other say ..i will keep thank you for everything .. without you there will be no me  and no to my family ..
  Though sometimes .. its seem I react a lil bit hard .. but deep down there .. i'll will be lost without you here next to me .. huhuhuh ...... Happy Father's Day

2nd day

Hari nie agak fun jugak la ..pagi2 buat keja cam biasa ... an then serve customer ..well ok la tak la bore sangat dibandingkan jaga kat kaunter kan ... hahaha ... lepastu tolong2 pulak promoter kaunter sebelah price tag barang ...guess what ..hehehehehe ..tolong price tag 'g-string' hahahaha ..keja haram sungguh ..first2 bila tengok benda alah yang memang aku alergik sangat ..aku kata la kat partner keja aku tu .. kalau benda nie harga seringgit pun aku tak beli .. entah terlebih masin kot mulut aku time tu .... rupa-rupanya memang Rm1 pun g-string tu ..ahakz...pk dah sekda pun orang nak beli .rupa2nya ada la seorang perempuan around 30s beli tu tadi dengan mak dia la ...pk .perempuan tu yang nak pakai ..sekali aku tengok ..mak dia pun ikut pilih sekali ... hahahaha ...tengok orang tua zaman sekarang memang up ... sampai beli g-string lagi ..hehehehe
  Lepastu, td kawan aku ada la serve sorang  laki nie ... nie kes spender jugak la ... dia nakla beli spender nie ..agak murah la jugak ..Rm 15 ..dahla brand valentino lagi ..sapa tak nak kan .... kawan nie aku nie pulak bengong sikit, selamba lagi dia kata " betul ka kamu nak beli nie, ini g-string bah' ..." hahaha memang lawak la ..laki tu pulak buat muka blur ..mungkin tak paham kot ... lepastu aku suruh la kawan aku tu bukak bagi demo kat dia ... lepastu mungkin kot dia paham maksud kitaorang .... tersengih-sengih macam kera pula ..hahahaha ...

First Day at work

Today is my first day working ..nak kata  segan sangat takla pula ..lapgipun dah kenal dah dengan tempat tu ..its been almost a 3 years i  have been working at that place ...time cuti sem jer keja ... hmm lots of thing that i would like to share ..pagi2   turun keja everything so damn fine ..and plus i have to wear my sis shoe since al of my sneakers ter 'left out' di shah alam ..so what to do ..nasib baik la saiz hampir sama ..fine la ..though look a bit korporat la tek the shoe ...since it looks so damn formal to me ... nak sijadikan cita la pulak ..i dunno that shoe got got this kind of problem la pulak ... tumit kat belakang kasut sebelah kanan terngaga macam mulut buaya ..hahahahha ....dahla pulak terpaksa mengheret kaki kat sebelah kanan nie masa nak berjalan cam orang sakit kaki la pulak ..heheheehhe ..people that notice the way i walk pulak rasa hairan and ask me what happening ...tak control pun tak dapat dah ..at last ter britau orang .... hehehehe ..satu hal ..dahla today i work at the fair ...hmmm memang part time fair pun ...terpaksa pulak offer bin kat luar . mmg satu hal.. nak bawa kasut yang ntah apa2 nie .. dahla pulak customer nak beli beg lagi ... hm ...nasib kaunter sdekat ..kalau jauh ..mmg berjalan kaki  saja la aku kat mall tu ...hhahahahaha

Total Ease...

Akhirnya result pun dah keluar ..and thanx God ...ok la ..walaupun tak berapa ok sangat ..at least lepas semua subjek..tomorrow start keja ..eventhough sampai hjg bulan nie tp nasib baik my ex supervisor offer sambung contract dengan dia .( actually bukan dia yang offer... beta yang britau.....hahahaha).. ok la ..sekurang kurangnya adala nak digunakan enjoy di shah alam nanti ...life quites miserable before this but rite now im feeling quite ok la since everything going well .... cuma my kolej kediaman sekarang nie ada hal cikit ..life quites hard sometimes dont they ...hahaha...well kalau  takda cabaran dalam dunia nie ..takkan lah bercorak kehidupan ini kan ..sekarang nie rasanya ..nak lupakan apa yang telah berlaku sebelum ini dan kalau perkara nie masih terus and tak dapat dibendung lagi ..rasanya baik me lupakan sahaja .....bukan bermaksud nak lari dari segala penjelasan tapi lagi bagus rasanya dari membiarkan keadaan menjadi lebih teruk berlaku kan ...
  tetiba pulak rindukan zaman sekolah menegah dolu2 ... sometimes feel wanna go back to that time wif my few colleague .. happier time ever ...doing some kind of mistakes that you will not regret to do ..haha..bila la masa lagi nak jumpa dey all ....what they actually do rite now ..hehe .... miss you all guys
  

Cuti cuti

Hmmm..dunno la bila gik mok dapatkerja ..huhhuhuhu ...boring dah duduk kat rumah ..doing the same thing from morning to night and keep continue the same routine then
..ahakz2 ...

Life is no end

Pengangguran masih lagi menghantui diri ini ..memandangkan esok adalah last day bbnd tok hidup..so... habiskan la hari ini ..hihihi...harap2 within next week dapat la keja tu ....cina tu pulak eksen tak kol2 ....hmmm

Little wif family

Best Student

A dream that i always dreamin...

1. Have my own carreer.. money.. car... and my mr P
2. I hope .. when I wake up early in the morning.. there would be hot coffee waitin for me
3. A house that i design by my own ..from construction to interior .... i hope so
4. Kids with someone that i Love.. hehehe ... such a perfect picture i guess
5. Holiday with my parents to a peaceful places... i really wanna bring them to european country may b

Kuching and graduation

the memorable pic ....

Penganggur terhormat

just now ..br jak habiskan almost a day cari kerja tp still jugak x dapat2 .. dunno la what will happen if i actually dah graduated doing my degree later .. tak tau la what happen .. rite now nak pilih kerja pun susah sikit ..hmmmmmmm harap2 dapat nasib yang much more better la in t he future ...huhuhuhuhh ....dada...next time i will wrote more la k

Boredom is killing me rite now

it been a few day alreadu that im stucking in the house doing nothing and just do some kind of housewife deed...huhuhhuuh is so damn killing me rite now .. i guess tomorrow i need to get up and find some fresh air .. i think that i really need a job soon ....so damn very soon ..a part time might be ...i cant hold on like this till this month is ended....gosh... i need money .. it has been 2 month already i still not pay my broadband bill.. im afraid its gonna mountaning up soon ...hhuhuhuhuhuh..no money no happiness at all .... ptptn also kering dah.. laptop pun buat hal lately ...olalalalalalalaalla

here i am

habis jak convocation..... blk rmh.. so damn excited at first since dapat makan makanan yang dapat masuk ...tp after 2 hari kat rmh ..seems a lil bit bored since my routine schedule sama jak from east to north ..west to east ..fri to mon ...aaarrrgggghhh

Ease level is 39%

at last design pun dah lepas ..and today gonna have my static and dynamic test ...walaupun tak prepare sangat tp still juga berusaha utk buat ..hahaha..harap apa yang keluar nanti ok la ...walaupun aku sure sangat yang tak semuanya aku dapat jawab tp at least ada la certain tu aku dapat jawab dengan baik kan ...huhuhuhuh mengapa la orang menciptakan subjek yang sangat menggila susah ini ...since dah 3 hari berturut-turut aku test nie ..rasanya malas la nak study ..huhuh pas year pun  br satu jak yang aku dah buat ...wat to do ..my brain is still not working rite now ...tak tau la ....
well i hope that i can do my very best tomorrow ...

20 % at ease...

akhirnya ....berlalu la sudah medam math .. almost tersunggur aku akibat gelombang magnet salah satu Bermuda Triagle nie ...tggl 2 lagi kawasan bermuda ini yang harus aku jejaki ..semoga segala-galanya lancar dan masih lagi dapat mempertahankan negara heheheehehhe ...
Laporan mengenai mangsa2 yang terkorban..
sebanyak sepuluh orang hilang tanpa dikesan kerana salah gps yang diberikan ..susah nya kerana lamina typhoon telah melanda ..akhirnya sepuluh perajurit telah dibawa bayu laut yang sangat deras ,hhuhuhuhuhhuhuhu
yang seterusnya aku tak tahu lagi ..kerana ramai sungguh masa hilang ..walaupun strategi kali ini agak berkesan sedikit memandangkan aku adala mempelajari serba sedikit history medan medan yang bakal aku tempuhi ..so takla terkejut sangat cuma kadang2 aku blur jugala coz susah hendak membezakan atom and nuklear ..at last ramai yang menjadi mangsa korban .,hihuhuhuhuh
Seorang general kanan - Mejar Stoke telah terkorban dengan dahsyat
Asst general - Mejar Green mengalami luka yang agak parah
Cermin converge dan diverge kawasan kem banyak yang telah pecah ..huhuhuhuh susah untuk bercemin lagi ....
nasib baik mangsa2 yang lain masih lagi dapat bertahan untuk meneruskan perjuangan esok ....
xoxoxoxox sekian sahaja berita mutakhir , harap berjumpa dengan anda lagi di lain masa k .... here i am the reporter girl ....puh rah pur kur ...

This is it...

Akhirnya, akhir yang ditunggu- tunggu pun tib....battle of the day ..straight 3 ..hope dapat buat dengan baik la ...eventhough preparation pun tak la sehebat mana ..but I hope that i will able to answer all of the question quite good ...at least kalau dah lepas 3 ni...ok lagi la ..dapat concentrate sepenuhnya untuk hydro..lepas ya balik ...yahoooooo...akhirnya waktu yang ditunggu- tunggu pun tiba .....lepastu cuti selama 4 bulan ...x tahu nak buat apa ...mayb keja kut tp still blom cari...hmmm .cam malas jak mok keja di tempat yang sama . i thought that, i should try something new..may b something yang keja office hour ker ...at least it will be much more better that working in the hypermarket with rm 30 perday kan ..lom masuk tambang bus, makan ...banyak la ..dahla boring bukannya buat keja pun .....at last it's only me here  doing all the thing that i wanted to do so much ...huhuhuh...finding more money since next semester punya break nak pegi makan angin kalau jadi ..kalau tak jadi ...habiskan masa berkaraoke ...heheheheehhehehe .....bagus jugak....kuatkan lagi vokal ku ..hhuhuhuhhuhuhu

Am I lose the battle...

tired....stress and pressure...kini semuanya bersarang kat kepala otak....back to reality..tak ada benda yang akan kita dapat dengan mudah kalau kita tak usaha..its true...tp how can we know that it is enough or not ...bila masanya kita nak berhenti..ok fullstop..setakat ini cukupla usaha ..bila kita boleh jadi sebegitu..berkata dengan mudahnya..aku dah faham..so berhentila belajar...tak tau la..sometimes, I ever felt that... was it worth for me to keep continuing doing this thing... apa akan jadi kalau aku berhenti sekarang..adakah aku akan menyesali di masa depan..tak tau la... kalau la aku diberi kesempatan untuk berada pada satu tahap yang selesa..perkara pertama yang ingin aku lakukan ialah be a humantarian.... i want to travel this world without worries of money and anything that could bother me in  my life...hmmmmmm...when it is going to happen...

When I should thank you...

When you are the one who always be there when no one around..
Someone who could laugh on a stupid joke I create...
Someone who I can hide my smile from keep blooming and shining when you are around
Someone who could make me laugh in any second no matter what is my mood meter..

13.45 % at ease

Akhirnya Medan pertempuran bersama struc dah aku lepasi..sukarnya...hampir habis bulldozer yang aku keluarkan ..tapi malangnya hanya peluru kosong....wahai.....wira2 ku bersabarlah kalian...tinggal beberapa lagi sempadan musuh yang bakal kita redahi...aku tahu kalian pasti bersedih kerana ramai perajurit2 telah terkorban..tp janganlah risah..telah ku suntikkan serum karaoke dalam robot kita ini agar mampu bertahan dengan lebih lama....kk...hahahahahaha
Kadar kematian nampaknya semakin bertambah dan dapat dijangkakan juga fatality static untuk lontaran bom atom, nuclear dan uranium tidak lama lagi pasti menyebabkan ramai lagi yang terkorban... Kita ucapkan selamat tinggal kepada neuron dan proton structure yang banyak berkorban...kalau aku mempunyai kuasa tambahan, ingin  ku pulihkan kalian..tapi langkah harus diteruskan juga agar kita berjaya melepasi segala sempadan dan peroleh kemenangan walaupun hanya sekadar lepas....

Bilangan mangsa perajurit gugur:

Jeneral am sederhana  -3
Sarjan-4
Koperal - 10
Sisipan seterusnya akan disertakan bersama dalam berita mutakhir minggu depan....huhuhhuuhhuhhuhuuh...
berjuang untuk terus hidup..chaiyo....






  

1 % at ease

Walaupun baru paper CTU yang dah lepas, tp at least rasa lega juga la...
Askar2 barisan depan walaupun ada yang tercedera masih mampu lagi bertahan..kena bagi suntikan kaffein cikit malam ini untuk menguatkan tenaga zahir dan batin..hahaahahahahaha....tunggu esok lagi la ...apa yang pasti.... sasaran untuk askar2 tentera kecil untuk terkorban amatlah besar sekali...tp takpa..general2 tertinggi akan aku turunkan pada straight 3 killer ( 4/5 - 9/5) dan untuk kertas yang terakhir, akan ku turunkan barisan wirawati2 yang telah menjadi balu akibat pemergian General yang bakal terkorban pada straight 3 itu.....apa yang aku harapkan kepada barisan neutron, proton di dalam otak ini merangkap.. general...panglima dan pendekar tertinggi...bertahanla kalian untuk terus hidup...ok......kalau ada miracle itu...adala....kita lihatla apa yang terjadi berikutnya.... (^,^)..saya pembela nasib bangsa akan membawakan berita mutakhir untuk anda dr masa ke semasa ok....peace no war.....hahahahahaha....INI MERUPAKAN ILUSTRASI DAN KADAR RAMALAN MANGSA2 PEPERANGAN FINAL EXAM....huhuhhuhuhuh..hope I can go through another tidal wave...hukhuikhukih...komen anda amatla dihargai...huhuhu xoxoxoxoxox

Friends vs Hatred

Friends....
Someone that I could think less but I still want you..
Someone that I could left behind but without you Im losing myself....
Someone that I want to hide my tears behind my shadow...but you still can trace it with my faking smile...
There nothing more that I could give you in this wide world but you will always say its ok...
Once you here around me ,sometimes I could not realize your existence but once youre gone, I cannot help but talking bout you 24 hours...
Friend.. someone that I really want to keep forever in deep down my heart ...

Hatred...
All about you is so damn plastic..
The more I facing your face, the more bad my day gonna be...
Even the smell of  your lousy fragrance I hate the most and even the sound of your footstep .. I could heard it a million path away...that showing how much I hate your aura.....
And once I do not like you....it is so damn hard for me to forgive you ....

My Bad

I hate to shout it out..but ..this is the truth....
I lost my track right now eventhough the final examination just around the corner...
Im not in a good mood rite since everything is so not started yet and with the problem keep coming around....its really made me look pathetic rite now...
huhuhuhuhhuhhuhh....penatnya.....bencinya.....aaarrrgggghhhhhh
everything is up and downs rite and i really hate to control it anymore....just let it be...was it the best way ..i dunno either.....

Was that enough?

It is always be a dream of mine to be an achiever in no matter what I wanna do in the future... to tell the fact, seriously there never be even a tiny bit in my mind that I want to be an engineer.. though the job seems great by the name itself.. engineer....I think that, that profession does not suit me at all and rite now im dragging myself everyday to go to the class ( no tardy in record) and learn something bout that kind of thing..blah...blah..blah...
eventhough it is so damn hard to like something that we never want to ... but i still trying no matter what...the thing that matter rite now is that I wanna past this course and enable doin well in my job...was that enough?
i dunno....
Sebenarnya.. apa yang best tentang engineering nie.. ntahla..belajar bagai nak putus urat pun masih juak tak paham2.... and the minister itself.. force kita belajar semua benda macam la kita nie nak membina bangunan di Marikh ....hmmm im start talking nonsense.. tp memang betul pun ...
k la ..thats oll...mata pun dh ngantuk tok..tak ada idea nak cakap apa......Masma pun tak paham gik ...

Price Tag

Hasil nukilan my buddies lineker....the main vocalist Mahmud Omar, cameramen Syahiril n Ndoy....Such a poor video.. dahla ada sound backgroud yang tak di edit..hahahah

22

Oh gosh, I am 22 years old this year, can you believe that.. hahaha...a happy and single 22 years old..

Do you know that, some sort of people have a list in their life before they doing something...and they will have a goal which they would like to aim... Me, I dunno.. I do make a List which I hope that I could accomplish it before I get to that AGEING stage...hahaha

Rite now, Im pursuing my bachelor in this local University in my country which is UiTM, a low cost budget university which produce a great capacity of students and I dunno whether I could get a job later since there will be lots of competition out there.. kan bagus kalau dapat hidup zaman 70s or 60s..whereby , kalau kita enable to excellent in our study, the Goverment will send us to oversea and cover all of our living cost there... Actualy, I really want to study there...bestnya, kan best kalau dapat pergi tempat yang ada 4 season...tak kisah pun kalau setakat pegi Korea sekalipun.. as long I can get my butt of from this place... hmhmhm

My Memorablia

It is our first girl nite out to KLCC live Concert..it was great though plus it is free and having such a wonderful time meeting with the celebrity from outside the country..especially Wonder Girl ...though im not such a great fan of them.....

great and so much damn fun experience ...hahahaha luv you guys...hope this piece can be a great memorabliafor all of us...something which we could share later......

1. (first pic on the left)  walaupun hujan lebat sekalipun, masih kita redahi kerana konsert free... thanx to shafa for the great advice..the rain coat only cost us Rm 2.80 if we bought 2....

2. (2nd pic on the left) we are at the concert ...though hv to wait for the next 2 hours for the performance to start...and the rain keep pouring heavily...hahaha happy time ...me, fara and shafa...line the one whose taken the pic

3. (3rd pic on the left) we go for makan2 before going back to uiTm... masih lagi mengantuk that time hahaha...but still have a luxurious breakfast at...i forgot th place ...but seriously it is the best....so damn worth it

4.(1st pic on right) sempat lagi taking pic at klcc ..... tak sempat nak pegi petrosains..but we do take a real model of F1 when we're there... cuma tak berkesempatan riding on it cuma dapat taking  picture since we have to buy stuff aroud rm 100 to ride on that...huhuhuhhuhu..wish i could have more money that time...

5. last pic..line was praying for japan...in case when im old and im reading this blog..actually this is the time when the nuclear reactor in japan was broke down which cause lots and lots of fatality... sending my condolense to their relatives...we keep praying then and hope that lots more will survive and get rid from the trauma..ya....Amen

Love

1. my parents and God of course....
2. my cats
3. i love justin long for the way he laugh..gosh he is so damn cute
4. karaoke...i will sing evanescense ... bring me to life whenever i went to karaoke bang...
5. my novels
6. my niece and nephew...
7. my laptop..this is the most gadget that i travel..... hp is the last thing that i concern
8. Aerosmith, berlin , i was an old school girl who always love the oldees song...
9. im not looking for a gorgeous guy.. but i will love a smart, devoted, and responsible ...
10. my colleague... joe, cdah, farah, fae, sue , shafa, phan.....and lots of them....a dudas that i hope i can treasure more
11. my fav actor is always and gonna be sean penn.... i am sam...

List

this is a list that hope i can accomplish before i turn out 30.... 8 years to go
1. Have my own car... let it be Nissan please..wait till i have more money..but as a starter... viva pun ok la
2. Loose my weight..hahahahahaha
3. I hope that I can further my study to other country except Malaysia.. please though its only for a couple of month  
4. Have my own home theather..
5. Wanna install the greatest wireless connection in  my house so that i can download load of things
6. Meet someone special..n getting married.. i dunno... and have a baby for sure
7. House I guess.. if i still do not dated any men at that time...
8.Travel with my best friends to some country which their language i dont understand at all...hahahahha