Silence is the word

Life is sometimes that we can predict so damn easily .. maybe it is already written that there is no chemistry .. it is a illness or something else ..i dunno .. its not that im hating that person , but dunno why is it always end this way ..

Difference

There is a quote actually that i like so much ...its say 'you dont get harmony when everybody sing the same note' - doug floyd ... 

hahaha funny thing dont you think .. for all this whole life , exactly .. i never have a plan for my life , most of the time i really love to copy others.. what are they doing , there thoughts , there principal.. and lots so lots of thing .. its not that i really paste all of their attitude in my mind .. but some of them i do keep for good .. no matter what ..neither it is bad or wrong .. haha crazy dont you think .. until this quote comes to my mind and some of my great friend advisor do give me such a wisdom advice ... she said that .. people are die alone .. why should we afraid of the upcoming thing then... well its so much 100 percent true ... a lot of us afraid of death... dont try to be such a hypocrite ...we do.. i do ... though im afraid mostly to GOD.. but i knew he is a good man and always be there for us no matter what .. 

sometimes .. i mostly get used that .. i have to depend on others in doing lots of thing ... i always keep this stupid faith in mind that .. if i stick to great people or knowledgeable people .. i will able to succeed together with them .. winning is so not my thing .. it just that failure is a big no-no for me ... medium, standard , ok  then it is great .. it is enough already .. hahahaa .. but then .. when it come to reality , the impact is actually more than medium .. its more than ok .. it wants all the very best that we could gain .. no matter you are ready or not .. the world is quite cruel rite now .... it dont want to hear any of our whining .. crying is acceptable .. it just that .. dont too much ... 

and so .. the decision is in my hand now ... i have to do something different now .. not the way i am before .. i have to be independent ... if i really wanna be someone in the real life ...the time will keep passing by .. it will never wait for us to getting more mature .. 

Cermin diri!

 Semakin hari semakin menyampah pula aku melihat certain people tu yang hanya pandai nak mengajar orang tentang itu ini .. tapi tak sedar diri sendiri itu actually commit the worst sin ever ... okay .. i noe that we live in this kind of country.. yang berbilang kaum and agama .. and sometimes sensitiviti bangsa yang minor ni kurang diambil perhatian .. btw siapa anda yang sibuk2 sangat nak pandai2 bagi ceramah kat orang ... before you doing that thing .. better la cermin diri tu sendiri .. okay .. wah bukan main pandai nak mengajar orang itu ini ..sedangkan pada masa yang sama niat hati awak tu nak sangat menyindir orang kan .. oh please la .. dia tu tak sedar diri kalau dgn gf .. bukan main lagi berpegang sakan ... konon nya ... cess .. actually ..you are the one yang should change before told other people k 

Just a Stupid Thought

 Well .. it is 4.30 pm in the evening and im damn bored .. no friends to talk and most of the novel that i borrow n bought .. i already read all of them .. which show how bored i am .. am i ..

 Okey .. in this entry i would to share something different you see.. since that most of the time i always wrote bout nonsense especially everything that around me ... hehehee

 Let me tell you a secret thought it is not so secret anymore .. hahahhaa .. im 23 this years and im getting old year by year .. and then i always have this stupid thought in my mind .. hahaha ... You know .. im one of the person who really love to travel and find and met new people ... to tell the truth .. there's always a thought in my mind that I wanna go seriously far away from the place that im standing right now ... you know why .. cuz im sick bout this place .. and keep waiting for the future that me myself dunno what exactly it gonna be later ... the truth is i never know how am i gonna be in the future and i never like to follow the flow that im choose ... it just that right now i wanna get out from this place so very soon .. it is so damn hard for me to survive with this kind of situation .. since that you have to endure everything that you never like .. Yes.. i  never like this place .. i hate it ... 

 Dont you think that it will be great that I can be a rebel for one time .. you know .. whereby I can say that .. i DONT  want to .. please stop forcing me to do the think that i never one .. Oh .. im i can say those word .. would it be nice .. and may be .. im not the me that i know then ... well just a stupid thought 

My lecturer

 Well today is the second day of my schooling days for this semester.. everything is flow quite well and i do attend all of the classes for this day perfectly .. hmmm .. love this day .. seems that the lecturer that gonna teach our class for this semester quite ok so far .. well we still dunno what actually happen in the future.. just keep praying for the best then . kan ... do keep thinking positive .. 

 As me myself and i noe .. i would not opening this piece if im not have sumthing to say kan .. hahah ... well my first class for today is quite fun since the lecturer is quite energetic to teach us.. beside i do already noe her existence before ..hahahah .... the second class is quite fun .. since the lecturer is quite a solemn guy .. heheheheheh love to tease himmm... well the last class is quite bore ... its all about to outcomes that we gonna get at the end of the lesson ...bored la .. beside that class was quite big .. we have to share with other classes ... huhuhuhu ... dun understand at all what is actually she's trying to say .. hihuhuh.. k la thats all for today ... 

P/s .... i do rebond my hair today .

Hope

 Today is Monday..and those people out there i believe hates monday ..kan hhaahahha.. since it is the leader of the week ..but quite different when it comes to my situation since i really waiting for this day to come .. oh first of all well hallo again new semester .. noting different and everything keep the same .. it just that the feeling of mine heart keep adding the chili sauce of this life .. i never like this place and this surrounding and i hope that im not gonna working here later after my graduation .. wahahahaa....

 Okay .. now im gonna tell Mrs.. Della the older .. hope you will be succesfull lil fella from 5 years ahead .. okya and when you read this piece .. hope that you will keep smiling hehehehehe ... well today is exactly my first day of semester 6 .. huhuh . if those people are actually prepare to go to the class .. i am the one who busying hunting   for hostel ..such a tremendous experience ... waking up as early as six so that im gonna be the first one lining up at the ukk's office .. but when im there the opposite situation plak happen .. well me n my friend were trying to negos wif those PEGAWAI la ... we try la to buy those stone heart humane by saying to say that we are from sarawak n sabahan ... and it is so damn hard for us to stay outside since that we are not for the golden ring family background kan .. but they still dont wanna try to understand our condition .... and one of my roomate lagila sandik .. she has to stay at surau near the kolej for almost 2 days ... kesian bah.. in my opinian la kan ... those kind of thing actually can take into consideration bah .,.. well since there is still lot of empty room in the hostel .. why dont you give them to stay kan ... give priority for those who really want it rite .. its not that we are not going to pay for those fee ... we do.. aduh susah la ... 

 Memang la .. staying in this uni is so damn terrible... though the fee is do cheaper than other uni .. but if you wanna know ... the cost living in this place is actually double or it is quite too much if i say it triple .... so it is nothing different than other uni ... konon nya nak menolong bumis ... but actually xde nyer .

 MMMMM.. if i do wanna story mory this story ...mmg x habis satu novel.. hahaha ....k la stop here la bout kolej.. after all i actually at last dapat jg hostel .. thanx Lord... huhuhuh 

 Well it is the beginning  of the new semester .. hope everything gonna be fine la this semester ... beside im having my industrial training too this semester ... actually everything is still blur .. and i still not deciding which company i will do my training.. but i hope everything will be ok la .. well gotta stop here .. i have another class this afternoon .. becide i should start packing now ... at last im no more REFUGEE... yihooooo  ...