Difference

There is a quote actually that i like so much ...its say 'you dont get harmony when everybody sing the same note' - doug floyd ... 

hahaha funny thing dont you think .. for all this whole life , exactly .. i never have a plan for my life , most of the time i really love to copy others.. what are they doing , there thoughts , there principal.. and lots so lots of thing .. its not that i really paste all of their attitude in my mind .. but some of them i do keep for good .. no matter what ..neither it is bad or wrong .. haha crazy dont you think .. until this quote comes to my mind and some of my great friend advisor do give me such a wisdom advice ... she said that .. people are die alone .. why should we afraid of the upcoming thing then... well its so much 100 percent true ... a lot of us afraid of death... dont try to be such a hypocrite ...we do.. i do ... though im afraid mostly to GOD.. but i knew he is a good man and always be there for us no matter what .. 

sometimes .. i mostly get used that .. i have to depend on others in doing lots of thing ... i always keep this stupid faith in mind that .. if i stick to great people or knowledgeable people .. i will able to succeed together with them .. winning is so not my thing .. it just that failure is a big no-no for me ... medium, standard , ok  then it is great .. it is enough already .. hahahaa .. but then .. when it come to reality , the impact is actually more than medium .. its more than ok .. it wants all the very best that we could gain .. no matter you are ready or not .. the world is quite cruel rite now .... it dont want to hear any of our whining .. crying is acceptable .. it just that .. dont too much ... 

and so .. the decision is in my hand now ... i have to do something different now .. not the way i am before .. i have to be independent ... if i really wanna be someone in the real life ...the time will keep passing by .. it will never wait for us to getting more mature ..