GRAPH

  I got another 3 more days left before my 1st paper.. and yet im just start studying the subject NOW .. HAhaha .. take a few minutes break and and just wanna write something in this entry . This is my 2nd last semester and I hope everything will end soon .. of course then I will miss my colleague and dudas behind but every beginning do have an end right !! And here I can conclude that.. my period of time as a student almost done ..Well I might further my study later in the future might be if I have the guts to do so .. Studying is quite hard sometimes .. It is not that i hate to study .. If the subject quite interesting to me , of course then I do love it .. But mostly I have to learn all of that stuff because I have to pass the exam .. Nothing more and nothing less .. So .. the benefit that I gain from it is lesser or non I guess  compare to the DEAN star award .. who do treasure the study a hell lot .. 

   But for me .. every people in this world .. no matter you are the DEANy or you just a PASSER by .. it doesnt mean that dude with perfect 3.5 point n above can get a better job then you .. It is just a matter of luck and you exactly use every opportunity which come to you wisely .. WEll some people do good in study but when comes to work place .. it is totally different .. It is more life it a new lesson in life that we have to study ..another chapter so caller LIFE 101.. HMMM .. we just have to wait and see then .. 

   I am 23 years old rite now buddy and if I hope i can maintain writing for this entry .. though there were stops and nothing to write well may be I so damn busy doing other things .. I try to keep this blog till i can keep it ..

 

 

I am not a good lover

   2 days left and I will be 24 years .. and yet I am still proudly holding the title bachelor for life . Its not that I am not trying to find someone but I always wanna wait till the right time. I am not a sweet talker like other girls and for sure I am not that cute to grab any guys attention at the very first place .. Dun worry, whether I am on or off my specs ... there will be no fairy angels coming or any sparkles appear .. HAHHA .. I am not that obvious and for sure  I try to live in this world safely ... thank god my mama and dad  told me well .. Never go to club or flirting with any randoms guy .. Im totally not good at that .. and I am totally a self independent gurl and about to be a woman .. HAhAH ..I am different for other species i guesss. Well thats why we are born to this world right .. to be different from others .. Hmmmm..
   I always love my life .. and I dont wand any difficulty that I hold in my back become a shadow that people would notice . Well people do have secret right .. Some of them we can share with our close friend and some of them we must keep it to our grave.. Hmmm ok back to the topic
   NOT A GOOD LOVER ?  Y did I say so ..I love to watch romance film .. who dont .. I am a girl for God sake .. Romance Novel .. i dying for it .. everything ... But when it back to reality ...and looking at other couple act romancessly in front of me .. It is quite an awkward for me seriously .. and it  almost make me wanna vomit ... For me romance is something that you should keep it to yourself without telling anybody of show it off to everybody ... post it in the facebook or twitter for example .. gosh i really hate to read those junk .. 'I miss my handsome boy . Every second ticking make me think of you ' and below it at the comment ... whether the girl of boy itself will like the comment .. If you desperately love each over , y dont you 2 lovey dovey doves .. just texting via inbox .. dont you know that by putting that stuff in your own wall actually make people feelll ewww .. if you get what am i saying . Well thats me .. I am not good in expressing my feeling to someone .. Hmmmm so conservative lil fell...

Addiction

   There was a quote that I really love by George R.R. Martin, (A Dance With Dragons) which was
“A reader lives a thousand lives before he dies, said Jojen. The man who never reads lives only one.” In a simple word .. I mean in my own word i can describe that, once you read new book .. its mean that you are reincarnate back to the world . Do you wanna know Y ?  Well in my thought, you can experience a whole lot new thing even though  it from other people perspective .. At least then, you can be the new hotshot chick on the town, or miraculously a  great mom to a decent husband and lots of lots of that . Recently, I just read a few books .. 4 exactly .. though it quite not that so called awesome or decent book as well, I do agree what Sir George R.R Martin did say .. When I read those book .. I completely lives in some other kind of dimension and the good  thing about that stuff actually I could feel the scenario itself .. well i dun wanna call myself as a nerd ..but thats the way i could describe myself .. 

   And besides, there another good thing about this reading hobby too .. you get to improve you language and broaden you thought about something  . By what Im saying ... I actually learn a few new words which I never heard before .. or may be I do heard it and dont understand it at all .. but when the word keep cliche' in your mind .. finally you will catch the meaning ..HMMM ...

 Well then ..in the future I should try to read John Grisham book since that Im not quite good in Law .. There were some kind of thing that I dont understand people do or those people who are creating the law for example the Constitution or anything related to Law .. why those people dont try to use the word that people could understand .. and  why are those people are exactly try to messing out the meaning of the clause try to address . ..and it is do hard  to understand sometime ..