Selepas zaman remaja berlalu, kini aku start melalui fasa awal dewasa ..dan kini hampir menjadi seorang yang matang . Kalau dulu, segalanya sentiasa pasti bagi aku. Kehidupan sebagai seorang remaja yang sentiasa terkapai-kapai mahukan sesuatu yang extraordinary. Kehidupan remaja ku mungkin boleh dikatakan budak baik la . Tak pernah ponteng sekolah, kalau ada pun sekali atau dua kali . Homework kalau tak siap pun, konfem esok pagi datang awal ke sekolah semata-mata nak tiru member. Kalau Add math .. memang willy la jawabnya .. HAhaha .. Zaman sekolah menengah, duit itu bukan la sesuatu masalah bagi aku, ayah sentiasa ada untuk bagi duit .. dan kadangkala lebih dari yang aku dapat sebulan sebagai pelajar universiti .. Study pun bukan keutamaan sangat .. Result bagus pun mungkin sebab nasib je kot . Im not the Genius student back in the school .. Tp i do admit it certain subject that I really interested in it .. i do score a good result .. Im just OK may be .. nak kata regret bout what happening back then.. Tak juga.. i seriously enjoy my life back then . Friends and family .. Hmmm .. Masih teringat lagi zaman tingkatan 5 .. konon nak tunjuk hero, i make a stupid promise to myself that i wanna have some tattoo .. haha thanx God la x buat .. nak pierce kat mana2 yang patut la .. well money do make a good reason back then .. in school .. when things was more than RM 20 .. i dun dare to spend my pocket money on it .. so damn wasteful ... apa lagi tattoo yang almost beratus harganya .
And then .. time sekolah menengah la banyak orang cuba buat benda yang you know , something that you eager to do .. Kissing , coupling., smoking and so lots of thing ..There are one of my close friend tell me .. kissing is the most greatest thing to do when you are in love with somebody .. And a kiss is a must on every relationship .. some of them already lost it back on secondary school though .. Im not that really dare to do her challenged .. hahah ..just wait im ready for it then .. but not for some random guy that i met .. Couple .. hmm everyone are goes for that stuff.. courting and everything .. and mungkin kot sebab me , i raise in kind of strict family.. my father never ever allow me to have a bf .. it is kind of forbidden while im back in school .. Hahaha pity me back then ..so till now .. everything still the way it was .. no lover, not a lil smooch ...hmmm ..
And then back to the uni .. it its the world of courting .. and actually i never have time for it here .. with the study .. different religion and races .. so i just make a conclusion .. let it wait till i have a proper job then .. beside, dating in the university is not a good investment either .. you have to spend lots money on texting , dating .. which for me .. I hate to do something which do not have any perfect reason to do .. maybe ada certain orang kata .. you know your preparation untuk calon suami nanti ... Naahh. .. how do you know then that he the one .. Besides , he is also loaning ptptn as well as you do .. hmm or maybe i just settle everything that i have to do now .. then it will be the perfect time for me to find one. I believe when you getting older and more matured .. you will able to choose a better person .. i just dun wanna gamble my life right now cuz takut stock laki hampir habis .. let it be then .. hahahaha ... younger partner will always be available .. heheheh ...
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