Touche'

There's a saying ' Hidup ini ibarat stage kitalah pelakonnya', di mana setiap kita menjadi watak utama untuk pentas itu dan org2 di sekeliling kita adalah the 'supporting role' dlm kehidupan kita. Is it true? Actually I dont give a damn on such saying, kenapa harus samakan kehidupan dengan pentas lakonan. Di pentas segala-galanya boleh diulang to be perfect and yet cant be apply to our daily life.

Even if life can be rewind back and forth again, rasanya dah tak sanggup untuk hadap semua benda yang sama. Just that, I'm missing my old best buddies. Once you met new people, things never be the same again. You have to act what you dont want to be, like what you never want in life and adapt to what you really hate.

Now I'm an adult and I really hate about it. Life is full with "kayu pengukur' mostly material. We do concern more on material thing i.e, MOney, Shoes, Bag and even food . I live so that I can earn more and spend more. Life never  cherish with new experience, why is that? 

I got study loan to pay, rental that I have to meet up every end of the month, transportation cost , etc ..

WHY can't I just do all I want. This life ain't for this kind of stuff. I might end up crazy if I dont get out from this imaginary world. 

Laughing for the stupid reality show, release tension konon,, which actually show how lonely I am. Sometimes feeling angry at people around me just because they laugh hysterically for stupid movie and burp .. Gosh I really  hate that sound, even think of the smell . Why cant you cover up . So nasty ..ewwwww.. Is it wrong for me to say that thing ..